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Is that something that, in cuddling, would come with time? Does a cuddler get to know what works with a client and what doesn’t to the point where she doesn’t have to ask? I called Annie to inquire.
The answer was complex. In one sense, yes:As in any relationship, repeat cuddle sessions allow participants to learn each other’s rhythms. But even then, she uk canada goose said, “I still like to check in with someoneThere are some times when a certain kind of touch is okay but a different kind of touch is preferable. So with a regular, I ask, ‘Can you Canada Goose Jackets check in with your body uk canada goose outlet right now and canada goose uk black friday what is the piece that most wants to be addressed and how are you interacting with your body right now?’ And that tends to change from day to day and moment to moment.”
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